Hello Kitty!

So, let's talk about this gorgeous 'creature'!
believe it or not, I've been adoring Hello Kitty since I was a child! and never hate it until now!
I'm so surprised when I realized that my favorite things are related to each other.
for example, you could see this pic!

so, I'm back

I'm so sorry for the lack update..but well, as I said before, I'm having a mid test week. ahh that kinda sucks.
but as time goes by this week, and now is already March 20. so it means.. 11 days to my birthday! woo!
17 seems so 'old' to me. cause I have to be more responsible, act like an adult, bla bla bla...

by the way, I really need some money to buy things! ahh... there're lots of thing I want, but this one is a must have item!


Ayumi Hamasaki 10th Album "Next Level".


2CD+DVD


CD+DVD


USB




my favorite cover is the CD+DVD version! but I will always buy the main version, in this case, 2CD+DVD version. I'm loving the USB too, but I always want to collect Ayu's album, and that USB doesn't seem like an "album". So is I want to have that USB, I want to buy the 2CD+DVD too, but yeah, that's why I need lots of money... (not a material girl! I'm just doing this cause I love Ayu!)
and of course, I haven't buy Asia Tour 2007, Countdown Live 2008-2009, and Asia Tour 2009. oh and the new remix album! oh God, please help me!
and I haven't got any of her Singles! please! cause the singles sold overseas, they don't sell it here (damn). and of course, overseas means expensive.
and the most important thing is...
I'VE NEVER BEEN IN AYU'S CONCERTS!!!
cause she never come here! she only came to Taiwan and China! but not here! but I promise, someday if Ayu is having a concert here, I will watch her!!! She's my biggest muse but I haven't seen her live! so pathetic...
and I have one other promise.
if someday I become I successful person, has lots of money, I will buy all of Ayu's singles and albums, and concerts, EVERYTHING! and of course, I will go to Japan too watch Arena Tour and Countdown Live!!!
those are my promises... hope they would happen!

another melted thing!

AAAAH!!! Can't wait for May 21!

and of course this one

please note that the Jakarta show is the ONLY South East Asia show BMTH will be playing this year!

no need to say more!

chemist, oh chemist

I know studying will be an useless thing for me, well at least I've tried.

it's 3 am on Monday, March 16 2009.

I'm having my first mid test on the next 4 hours.
and I haven't sleep until now.

great. well. I was trying to study chemist.
trying to understand it. but... oh well I used to like chemist, now chemist seems like a bad, scary, hatred thing for me.






cool. that is why I want to take Fashion Design when I'm in college, cause I hate those chemist, biologic, science stuffs. done.

at least they don't rent a paparazzi for taking their own pics

well they don't.
my most favorite couple on earth! (unless someday there's other who could beat them)

sour cherries are better

I love sour foods and drinks

it's 1.28 am


today my mom went home with some fruits. she bought strawberries and cherries. but not the red cherries, they're not black, but almost. so they're more like dark purple.. or plum.
when it comes to fruits.. I don't like the sweet ones. the sours are better.
I don't know... they feel good on my mouth. but when you eat lots of them, then you'll get stomachache.





oh well, I haven't sleep yet. I have so much thoughts in my head, makes me awake all night.
plus, my internet connection will be 'normal' at midnight. tomorrow I'm having a science test. too bad, I don't even understand what the teacher said. it's not my fault, my teacher couldn't teach well. ask my whole class then you'll get the same answer. or even, ask the whole teacher at my school.

I'm a little bit stressed right now. thinking about my marks, and the other things.. it seems like my head's gonna blow up. ahah, too much.

by the way, I was fitting my new skirts today (they were my aunt's, but now they're mine). one of them (the jeans) don't fit. I'm too skinny and short for it. I'm so disappointed cause I love that skirt.

I always love milk. but of course I love the sweet ones (not the sour). I think I'm gonna make a cup of hot vanilla milk right now. it's pretty cold here, tho.


p.s. I'm eating strawberry with melted chocolate! yummy!

Can't Wait For This!

I wanna watch them live!

Don't you ever dream of some place better, when the light shines brighter?

it's 11 pm here, in Bandung, ID.

I should sleep now... but I'm not sleepy yet.
I'm an insomniac person. I wanna sleep but I can't. my eyes won't go down. next week means mid test.
damn. how could it be so fast? I feel like just yesterday I went to 11th grade. and few months later I'll be on 12th grade. so fast and surprising. never expected that my life would filled with those laughters... I felt lonely, felt like my life has already over, broken, no one can fix it. but look at me now.
I'm alive.

now I'm living my life just as it should be. doing what I want. no one can hold me.
I don't wanna learn anything except fashion. cause I don't find anything else that I could enjoy. only fashion. or maybe music, but I prefer fashion.
I love making stuffs, although I'm not a crafty person.
as time goes by, I realized what I wanna do. I wanna work in fashion world.
I believe I will enjoy what I love.

to be honest, I'm not a straight As student, but I'm not brainless.





The Exit - Forgive Durden featuring Brendon Urie

the rain was hard, I won't go outside

I LOVE Rain.
but when it's hard, I just want to stay at my bed, covering my body with my bedcover.

oh, I would love to see rainbow. I haven't seen it for a long time.
if it's raining, I usually watch Ayumi Hamasaki's videos, such as "Rainbow", "Rainy Day", and "Together When".






when I'm bored I watch DVD too. I'd love to watch cults, but sometimes the epics and mainstreams.

I haven't watch "Edward Scissorhands" before, but last month I found the DVD. I only watched 15 minutes of it. it sucks cause my DVD player was broken at that time.

what I'm loving today!!!

(Ayumi Hamasaki in classic dress)


(Romance Was Born Horseman Dress)


(Colina Cut Out Shoe)


(Tales of Beedle the Bard by JK Rowling novel, haven't buy it)


(Komodo Island, I wanna go there!)


(Betsey Johnson's Pink House, I'm dying for it)


(Bohemian-Animal Print bedroom)


(Pink Holga)


(Gail Sorronda collection)


(Tarina Tarantino Hello Kitty earring)

So, Luke Pritchard is...

MY DREAM BOY!

yes I know he's with Mischa Barton, and he's not very handsome or what. but I love, love, love him!

first, I love The Kooks, and his voice is... stunning. wait until you see his style... that's what I always want from a boy.


(Luke is wearing blue cardigan)


(the white sweater boy)


(look at his jacket! stunning!)


(don't have anything else to say about these guys)


actually... I have lots of dream boy... but Luke's style is... --as for me--perfect.
his messy curly hair is very nice in my eyes.

RETURN TO THE PLACE WHERE WE FIRST MET

hello!! it's been forever! lol I got so many things to do lately, so I didn't have much more time to update my own blog.
well, last Saturday my mom and I went to the movies. and on Sunday I stayed at home, I wanna go with my friends, but the rain stopped us. and yesterday I had lunch with my grandma.
at Saturday night I discovered Youtube to find out what I want. do you know Inuyasha? I'm not a big fan of Japanese anime, but that one is my favorite. and I was searching for my favorite episode (which is, the saddest episode). I didn't find anything, cause I didn't know the title. but then I was googling again, and I finally found it, yay! the title is "Return To The Place Where We First Met". that one is about Kagome's broken heart. and it's so sad... I was crying hard. and when I read the comic, I felt the same way too. ahh... you may call me a Drama Queen but I'm not. I'm such a melancholy person, tho. I love those dramas, those tears I dropped, bla bla bla. that's why I love ballads. yes, sad songs are the bests! sad songs, depressed songs... nice. so I hope you understand why I love Ayumi Hamasaki... she's the Queen of Ballads.

enough crying, I'm willing to watch Bring Me The Horizon concert! well honestly, I'm not a big fan. the only song I love is just "Pray For Plagues'. and I won't be able to sing with Oli. yes... Oli is the main reason why I wanna watch them. but that doesn't mean I don't like the band! but yes, Oli.



I'm on twitter, by the way! haven't update much, but I'm always trying to update it daily. follow me? twitter.com/ayeayerica

right now I'm watching Audrey Kitching's "Your Questions Answered" video on Buzznet. aaah I love her!
talking about Audrey Kitching, I love her and I love her ex too. lol.

what do you think about this? I'm 100% agree!!!