"Perfect is boring, if someone is having a bad day that doesn't mean that they're a bitch or a selfish person...it means they're human"

Perfect is boring, if someone is having a bad day that doesn't mean that they're a bitch or a selfish person...it means they're human

Audrey Kitching


I agree with her. I had lots of bad day. And people would say that I'm selfish. That's completely unfair.

what I'm loving today!!!

1. Limited NEXT LEVEL Usb, it's from Ayumi Hamasaki's upcoming album "NEXT LEVEL" (this one is limited and so expensive)
2. Pink cupcakes *yum yum*
3. Rainbow Cupcakes (ahh I haven't found it...I want it!)
4. Customised Sidekick (too bad, I'm not living in the U.S. so I can't have them)

My Favorite Kind of Shoes...

Take a look!

Ankle Boots






Wedges Ankle Boots





Mary Jane Pump





Fringe Boots

It's not a new thing, but I love it!!!

you know...I collected Barbies when I was a child, but I'm still loving it, tho.
and this one is probably one of a kind...



















OMG Tarina Tarantino Barbie!
I think Mattel should make Audrey Kitching Barbie next...

what do you think of...?

oh I'm very sorry! I didn't update my blog...but now I'm back!







well I never interested with Dragonball Evolution...but not until I heard the soundtrack. yes! Ayumi Hamasaki's song "Rule" is the original soundtrack! woo I'm so excited now!
















the covers of Ayumi Hamasaki's single "Rule/Sparkle"

cant wait to see the...wait, cant wait to hear Ayu's song at the credits!!!

XOXO...

couple of days ago I received a sms from my classmate.
he sent me a new schedule for school.
and at the end he typed:
XOXO, h********y

how many boys do you know texted "XOXO" ?

Coffee or Tea?

I'd have to say...
TEA!!!

why? simple, I love coffee, but only cappucinno and frappucinno, I hate the plain, the black coffee. but tea...I prefer the sweet one, of course, but I love the plains too...let's say chinese tea and ocha tea.

besides there's only "Tea Time" for me, even though I'm not British and I don't live in England either. surely I could drink 3 cups of sweet tea a day.

tea is relaxing. coffee makes me stay tuned.

oh, I only drink Starbucks when it comes for coffee.

My life filled with dramas and déja vu

I'm not a drama queen.
but I can be so mellow If I want to.

I had journals. most of them filled with boys, boys, and boys. oh c'mon I had my first journal since I was in elementary school! I was just a silly and innocent little girl.

when I'm sad, I couldn't cry. so what I did, then? oh, I listen to CAROLS by Ayumi Hamasaki, it's that easy. when I'm listening to it, I cry. easy, huh?

but I know that crying won't make it clear. yes, I'm still crying, but only just. the next day I'll be as good as usual. dang!

have you ever got Déja Vu? I had it several times. when I had it, I always can't remember when I had the same story before. awkward. but it feels good.

hmm. since I was a broken hearted girl, I become stronger. now I express my feelings through EVERYTHING. honey, inspirations come from everywhere and everytime.

when I'm listening to a song, I'm always wondering what would the video look like. it's true. sometimes, I feel like I'm in the song, then I dressed, matching with the concept I made for the video. it's weirdo but I enjoy it so much. oh, and I'm thinking about the places, too! it became my hobby since I had a walkman. yes, walkman! I had it when I was 11. and now it's broken, but replaced with my iPod.

there's so many things about me that you would call Strange, Awkward, Weird, or whatever. but you don't know it, don't you? I'd like to make myself mysterious. full of secrets.

when something has lots of secret, it gets more interesting, right?

I'm in love with my own sins

Oh, that's from "America's Suitehearts" lyric by Fall Out Boy. nevermind, I'm just loving it.


it's been a very busy week at school. I'm tired. it's an exam week. besides, I still have my Japanese homeworks...and I haven't do it.

oh please, can I get a free week?

back again, Valentine's Day doesnt mean anything for me

hiya
I've been gone for more than a week...sorry.

well today is Valentine. but I don't care. cause I'm single, and I just think that if I want to express my love, I can do it everytime I want. So, for me, Valentine means nothing.
oh and my school had an event, a charity event. it was cool, tho. but I went to watch my school basketball team during the event.
the game was great, yet a little dissapointing.
how can I be more dissapointed when my school team didn't win? oh please, they only lose 1 point. and ironically, the other team got the point at the last 2 seconds. so when the ball got into the ring, the game is over. duh!
okay we cried alot. the team. the supporters. I mean, it's just too hurt for us. we were so POSSIBLE to WIN. but at least, they fought bravely.

let's split the topic.

I've done a photoshoot on last Tuesday. it was great. I'll upload it asap.
right now I'm watching True Blood. and I love it. this is my favorite after Queen of the Damned. but way more than Twilight *sorry, twilighters*
well the vampires MUST have fangs, cruel, yet charming at the same time. it's what vampires should be. agree?

5 THINGS I'M LOVING ATM.

- PVC legging
- pink and violet cupcakes
- aaron johnson
- cut copy
- hair clip extensions

The Resolution

I'm always listening to Jack's Mannequin' songs whenever I feel sad or restless...
Those songs work for me, tho.
If you feel like all you've done aren't worthy enough...then listen.
They'll make you survive. Make you feel that you're not alone in this world...

I usually listen to The Resolution. Look how deep the lyrics are...


The Resolution - Jack's Mannequin

There’s a lot that I don’t know
There’s a lot that I’m still learning
When I think I’m letting go
I find my body it’s still burning

And you hold me down
And you got me living in the past
Come on and pick me up
Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast

I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
You know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
Yeah I just need light
I need a light in the dark as I search for the Resolution

And the bars are finally close
So I try living in the moment
Till the moment it just froze
And I felt sick and so alone

I could hear the sound
Of your voice still ringing in my ear
I’m going underground
But you’ll find me anywhere I fear

I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
You know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
Yeah I just need light
I need a light in the dark as I search for the Resolution
I need a light in the dark as I search for the Resolution

Resolution
Resolution

And you hold me down
Yeah, you hold me down

I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
To know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness

I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
To know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
Yeah I just need light
I need a light in the dark as I search for the Resolution
I need a light in the dark as I search for the Resolution

Do you...?

HAVE A DIARY?
yes, it's the best place to talk about everything I want

CRY DURING A MOVIE?
oh yeah

LIKE MILEY CYRUS?
I don't give a shit, but nay.

LIKE JONAS BROTHERS?
haha, I'm tired when I found out that they were on every magazine I bought

LIKE TWILIGHT?
I used to. Before everybody at my school knew it *no offense*

LOVE TO HEAR EMO MUSIC?
I don't care about the genre..as long as it sounds great for me, then yes

HAVE ANY TOP BRANDED ITEM?
ha, does my Funny by Moschino perfume count?

WEAR MAC OR WINDOWS?
Mac, for sure

LOVE BARBIE?
Hell yeah...

THINK THAT PEOPLE WITH UNUSUAL HAIR COLORS ARE WEIRD?
Noo...they're free to express their creativity! Yes, I call them creative.

WANT TO DYE YOUR HAIR?
I do

WEAR CONTACT LENSES?
Naayy... never

LOVE HARRY POTTER?
Much more than twilight!

READ PEREZHILTON.COM ?
Oh hha, yes I do! *sigh*

EVER CHEATED ON TEST?
Uh, don't ask.

LOVE SCHOOL?
I don't hate it, but I don't love it either

WANT TO GO TO DRACULA'S CASTLE?
omg..what kind of question is this? lol but I'd love to

I'd like to buy something hot, but...

Surely last mornings are bad. Rain's coming every morning, and the weather was..cold.
Freezing is my last activity.

I really want to drink something hot..but unfortunately my house is in-the-middle-of-nowhere, so there's no coffee shop here, I must go to the suburb.

But there's no car left in my house, besides I don't drive yet..
It sucks when I see other kids like me driving, cause my parents won't let me. At here, Indonesia, we'll legally drive at age 17, but many kids don't follow that rule.
Well, at least I do.

Fortunately I'll be 17 this year. It means I'm almost an adult. Duh. I don't wanna be old.